Why do I wait for the sun to search me out of the shadow? Why do I resist that which is so essential to my true nature? Is it out of fear of rejection, humiliation, failure or criticism?
This painting was an effort to express the solitude and isolation that exists within an artists world, there is a constant evaluation and conversation between the artist and his canvas. within each stroke there are a hundred voices talking to you, voices only you can hear.
For me the art may lay past the likeness of the subject, it hides in an undefinable place that dares me to find it. It is different for each one of us. I only know I am getting close when something feel right.
I use the female as a symbol of humanity; she embodies all that is good. Her face is undefined as to represent how little we really know of ourselves let alone others. The figure is naked, distorted and exaggerated as to represent how few of us are willing to stand naked (figure of speech) exposing all our flaws and weaknesses.
This painting represent the fear that freezes and keep us from finding our own true self. The hands are frozen to the sides of the figure symbolizing the limitations that we place on ourselves in order to fit in and not be rejected or humiliated, but by doing this we limit and sacrifice the possibilities of ever reaching our full potential.